Dance with the Fear + 3 Day Countdown!

Yesterday I was extremely nauseous all day. The idea that my book is going to be available worldwide on Tuesday made me completely sick to my stomach. I’ve barely eaten or slept in the last 2 weeks. This whole experience has been overwhelming for my body and my nervous system. I found myself judging myself …

Appreciate the little things

I couldn’t feel half my lips or nose. I tried to take a sip of water from a glass and my mouth was not able to grasp my lips around the cup.  I went to the dentist for a root canal on Friday and couldn’t feel part of my face from the anesthesia. It was such a …

When your stress habits piss you off…

Do you ever get mad at yourself for your current habits?  Like… DANG why do you always wait till last minute to do this! I hate that you are so unorganized! If only, you would remember where you kept your keys! Does any of this sound familiar? Whether it’s the tone or the situation that sounds …

Project Hangovers + I finished my book!

Last time I wrote to you, I had 24 hours left to finish my 200-page book and was having a panic attack. That Tuesday I submitted my completed manuscript to my book publisher by 8:10 am.  How did it feel once I reached the other side of writing a book?  To be honest, it felt like I had …

Being present with panic

The last 3 days I have been waking up with extreme panic. I have 24 hours left to finish my 200 page book. Tomorrow I have to hand in my full manuscript to my book publisher. My mind is racing, wondering if I’ll get everything fixed and in that I want. My kitchen smothered with cans, …